SusannahGirouard299

[sarahcatcher.wordpress.com sarah catcher|sarah catcher ottawa] Today’s been a crummy day. It feels like everything is moving along faster then I am and with a lot of random anticipation. I’m surprised I haven’t been hit by a car or three laps around me. It’s been different and it takes a while for me to order my food on lunch break. I love the food! I don’t understand some of the stand-offish nature to humans.

There seems to be a lot going on around me. I feel like I’m playing catchup. Normally, I feel ahead 4 times over.

I don’t feel like I could take care of or nurture any type of group here. It feels like they are going to be nurturing me for a while. I’d love to be back with my original group, but life gets real complex over time. This complexity is what holds me back from making important decisions. I may be able to make better decisions if one team member would just move, but it’s like waiting on forever for this, so I have to keep moving with the team members that are smart enough to achieve their goals and make progress.

Standing still is the worse move people can make, yet they do it anyways.

Hmm… [sarahcatcher.wordpress.com sarah catcher|sarah catcher ottawa] On one side of life, I’ve been excited. I never thought I would see so much paint on the walls or art work. It’s like a whole new world.

On the other side, I’m still afraid of people who speak too fast. I don’t look forward to a certain medical meeting to come. I look forward to a day where I can relax. I think all I wanted was to be able to trust one person and never look back.

I’ve been trying out some of new stores. It normally consists of pointing etc. I found some really great cheese places. I love those baskets with all the different types to pick from! It reminds me of picking chocolate out of the Pot of Gold box and not knowing which is which. I like the options and different choices. There are so many good cheeses out there.

I’m hoping God will sort out the rest.

I’ve been sitting, waiting and looking for that sign.

I wish cheese wasn’t so expensive. [sarahcatcher.wordpress.com sarah catcher|sarah catcher ottawa] The last thing I suspected was that I would need mittens! I never thought my hands would get so cold. I’m not sure why it didn’t occur to me that I’m near the same horizontal lines and weather would match. I feel like a shower, but I am excited to be here…

The first thing I bought was mittens!Image

They look retard-da-ly pointy like a leprechaun or elf… but my hands were too cold! so they’re mine… my grandma use to make mittens like these… I wonder what she’d think…

I know I promised to post my “firsts”… so here’s one

It’s all a bit AZ BACKWARDS but i’m back now…

Tonight I get to eat out dinner! Yeah